Sunday, July 29, 2007

what a stupid sucker i have been. ive believed my husband when all along everything he has told me has been a fantasy. if it wasnt for my kids i'd be gone in a heart beat. he is on his fouth job in 4 years, never his fault(!) according to him, and yet again, once more, he want me to pack up. how much longer should i stand this .... he is making me crazy. i'll move, i havent before, but now the kids are all in college...so i'll move. if after a year he is still not who i married -then i'm out. i don't care if im dead or living on the street. i cant take this any more.!!!!!!!!!!!!!